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Another New Year without you So many times I hear your laughter and see your smile. I've lost count the times I think I see you and I speed up to the truck only to realize the driver was not you. You…

Another New Year without you

So many times I hear your laughter and see your smile.

I've lost count the times I think I see you and I speed up to the truck only to realize the driver was not you.

You are missed beyond the realm of words and everyday you seem to pop into my mind and make me smile or cry.

We brought in the New Year once again with your child,the boys are getting too old for New Years at Cocoas lake lol.

You are with us everyday and I know you are smiling… Continue

Added by Colleen Pasay on January 1, 2017 at 10:51am — No Comments

Another Thanksgiving 2016

Snow covers the ground early this year.
Thanksgiving dinner was wonderful your family all here. As your sons drove away yes you heard right both boys driving can you believe it !
If I had a wish to give you it would be for your to see them. I Can just picture your face I see the tilt of your head the sparkle in your eyes your head back roaring at the sight of them
I miss you so very much
Tpwu
Love you Hun
Mum

Added by Colleen Pasay on October 9, 2016 at 9:25pm — No Comments

Happy thanksgiving my Boy

Missing you never gets easier my son. Seeing your children growing up without you is a pain so raw as I know how proud you would have been of them,

You are never far from my mind hun and even closer to my heart. 5 long years and I still hear your chuckle and smell your cologne .the kids are perfect and so loved . Your sister lives by your Guidence your presence with her daily.thanyou for watching over our girl.

Did I ever tell you you were my hero ? Did I ever tell you how proud of… Continue

Added by Colleen Pasay on October 12, 2015 at 11:00pm — No Comments

Another Christmas Missing You

With each passing year missing you does not become easier just more bearable. As I watch your children grow I know how proud you'd be of them Brett. Each of them reminding me more of you each day. Ethan and his quirks, his personal style and his soft heart. Aidan with his gift of laughter, his way of lighting up a room, his comedic ways so much like you.And Bitsy your child of the heart. Brett she is a little person of her own you'd laugh at her qualms, her personality so bold her love of…

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Added by Colleen Pasay on December 25, 2014 at 8:49pm — No Comments

Another Birthday without you

I miss you more with every breath
I take
missing you so very very much
A monumental Birthday loving you was easy losing you was the hardest thing I've ever done.
Love ya
Mom

Added by Colleen Pasay on November 22, 2014 at 8:30am — No Comments

Father's Day

Brett

You'd be so very proud of your Family....It's so hard and my heart hurts knowing how much you are missed by your kids. I'm there as your stand in and I always will be. My heart was shattered the day we lost you and picking up the pieces .....never seems to help as a part of the piece is missing and always will be. Ethan turned 16 what a great kid a duplicate you believe me. So handsome and please watch over him with his health right now as I know you already are. Aidan is our…

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Added by Colleen Pasay on June 15, 2014 at 4:05am — No Comments

Another Mothers Day without you

Life goes on.....

I awake each day still without you. You cross my mind so many times in a day. I see you in your children's faces and hear your voice in their laughter. As spring now turns to summer missing you intensifies. Warm weather meant your bike was out of storage and the sound of it pulling into my driveway. Time has not lessened the pain or the grief that surrounds my heart squeezing it tightly. So loved, so missed by Beautiful Boy xoxoxo

Luv ya Hun

Added by Colleen Pasay on May 11, 2014 at 6:26pm — No Comments

Happy Easter my Beautiful Boy

Added by Colleen Pasay on April 20, 2014 at 12:59pm — No Comments

Another New Year without you.......Missing you so very much

Added by Colleen Pasay on January 1, 2014 at 12:02pm — No Comments

Another Christmas without you Hun...Missing you so much

Added by Colleen Pasay on December 25, 2013 at 11:48am — No Comments

Happy Birthday Hun

Another year without out you .... I still hear that laughter and see that wonderful mischievous grin. Did I ever tell you that you were my Hero? You'd get such a kick out of the kids.Comics everyone of them. I look at their life ; you provided so well for them that it affords me the time to enjoy every moment spent with them. You would be so very proud. This does not get easier my son. Throughout the day you are thought of with tears love and memories.
Love you Hun xoxoxo

Added by Colleen Pasay on November 22, 2013 at 9:33am — No Comments

Missing you xoxo

3rd Thanksgiving without you.

I am told this is suppose to get easier but hun it does not. Missing you so very much your'e on my mind so much during holidays as you always were the main attraction. Your laughter filling the room and you...bigger than life. Spent the day with your kids. Brett, you'd be so proud of them. They are growing up so fast and each of them with a part of you showing. Ethan with his identical looks, Aidan with his love of life and laughter and Bitsyboo with her…

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Added by Colleen Pasay on October 14, 2013 at 11:32am — No Comments