Who am I?  How did this happen? This wasn't part of the plan.

I will soon face the 9th month since my husband died as the result of an auto accident. 

I have found that I can face life without him but I don't like it. 

I don't like it that I now have people call me "Miss McCormick". 

I don't like it that I have to face life without him by my side.

I ache to hear his voice, laughter, comforting words, feel his hug, and even hear him clear…