Just let me die please Dear Lord....please

Amen

It's been five years since Scott went away.  I can't tell you'll how much I love him, I go crazy at times and cry and throw things.  I drink too much,  I went to the doctor and she wanted to put me in Our Lady of Peace because I cried in her office.  I can't keep a job because I can't concentrate sometimes on what I should be doing.  Just tell me how should a mother act who lost a son . Put it on the back burner and go about your way,  should I put all his pictures away so I can't see his…