Birthdays without you.

Missed you on my birthday. Did you see me cry? the 12th is grams. send more sunshine in our lives. luv ya mom Feb 12 and Aveena's on the 13th.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY AMY. ANOTHER SPECIAL DAY WHERE IT COULD HAVE BEEN A HAPPY DAY. WE GOT YOU A HEART BALLOON AND IT BLEW OUT OF THE CAR WHEN WE OPENED…

Well, here it is Feb 11th, my 58th birthday and you are not here to celebrate it with me. I know  you are somewhere near but I can not touch you. I dream of you now and then. I go over your photos daily. I still cry just looking at them and how happy we all were. We are healing somehow in one way or the other, but things just are not the same or they of course never will be. Dad and I are not doing anything special, just not in the mood. Maybe next year will be better.

Grams 81st…