While I miss my son more than words will ever describe and I want to scream and smash things and cry until I die too. Everyone here knows the pain of missing them, knows the endless tears that come with it.

 I'm so sorry we all have to be here, I'm sorry we share this common bond. It's not something any of us ever planned, made an entry on a bucket list, we're thrown into it in spite of gender, race, religion, etc.

 In the past 3 3/4 years I've come to accept that I didn't do…

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Sunny days seem to hurt the most

Wear the pain like a heavy coat

I feel you everywhere I go

I see your smile, I see your face

I hear your laugh' in the rain

I still can't believe you're gone



It ain't fair you died too young

Like a story that had just begun

But death tore the pages all away

God knows how I miss you

All the hell that I've been through

Just knowing, no one could take your place

Sometimes I wonder, who you'd be…

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I dreamed a dream in time gone by

When hope was high

And life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid

And dreams were made and used and wasted

There was no ransom to be paid

No song unsung, no wine untasted



But the tigers come at night

With their voices soft as thunder

As they tear your hope apart

As they turn your dream to shame

I had a dream my life would…

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You Matter To Me



The dishes pile up you know it don't matter

The house is a mess, everything is scattered

I don't care about that, just leave me alone

Let the doorbell ring, don't answer the phone

Let me drown my sorrow in just one more drink

It numbs the pain, I don't want to think...



"Mama, I don't care about dishes or the shape the house is in

It's you that I care for, I know where you've been

It killed you to lose me, mama, I was gone so… Continue

Tim wrote this song a little more than a year before he passed.  He knew his friends were heavy into heroin, and I'm guessing this was meant for them. 

 

Failed







All this time we didn’t know what you were doing



You had a Good life gone the day you left us



Good night close those eyes forever



Close those eyes forever



Never to wake up!







Now you’re gone it’s not the same



We don’t know who is to…

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