As for everything, there is a season,

And a time for every matter under heaven,

A time to be born, and a time to die….

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Years before his fatal car accident, my son had a pre-death premonition. Between the ages of fifteen and twenty-one, he told us three times that he would die in his twenties.…

I just had to share this. You must watch this video…fascinating stuff.  Some have tried to de-bunk it, but have failed miserably. Watch and judge for yourself. Here’s what it’s about (blurb taken from the Scole Experiment website:)

The Scole Experiment chronicles the extraordinary results of a five-year investigation into life after death. At the beginning of 1993 four psychic researchers embarked on a series of experiments in the Norfolk village of Scole. The…

Elisabeth Kubler-Ross

Overview

In this collection of inspirational essays, internationally known author Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross draws on her in-depth research of more than 20,000 people who had near-death experiences, revealing the afterlife as a return to wholeness of spirit. With frank and…

I found this inspiring video about Near-Death experiences, which gives those who are questioning, an idea about what happens after we die. Watch it and make up your own mind.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8Ub2xx0KQ0

In the year following my 21 year-old son's death, I sunk into a black depression. I'd followed the usual route that grieving people follow after the loss of a loved one; I experienced intense anger and flat denial, and when these walls that blocked off the pain finally fell away, I was consumed by a…

In this post I want to share my insights on suicide. In finding that those who have not experienced suicidal feelings are simply not able to comprehend what is happening, this blog is designed to urge these people to accept their ignorance and think carefully about their reactions to the suicidal. Suicidal people need…

I experienced what the psychology profession calls complicated grief. A year after Zak’s death, I descended into an extremely black abyss that seemed to keep me in its grip no matter what efforts I made to climb out.…

Grief massacres; it is an entity that reaches into the soul and annihilates the covert enemies we’ve come to accept as friends and lovers; the aspects of self that discreetly destroy our innate joy. I discovered later that grief is a dark Prophet of human salvation, yet it can never, ever be welcomed with open…

I’d waited all my life for this moment. It was the reason for the panic attacks I’d suffered for years, the cause of the deep anxiety that I had carried with me for most of my life. This moment rose up from that dark void that I always referred to as the ‘hole in my soul’. This moment was the darkness that I’d…

Hello everyone.

This blog and the ones that follow relate my own story of devastating loss and its wrecking ball effect on my rigid belief systems. It is an account of how my own intense grief and black depression eventually illuminated the meaning…