m_b8a4eefa692540b4888f1f29090c935f.jpgmCASYZQM1.jpg75301_165522736802498_100000343183842_409980_7633956_n.jpgWell for most of the past few years , I usually spent the…

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Tonite as I'm sitting here on the internet keeping myself busy playing games,I came across a thought that I needed to post about. I remembered how at the end of each day , I'd get my Dad to bed , make sure the covers were covering him well so that he wouldn't be cold in the middle of the night , sometimes I'd give him a kiss on his forehead, then I'd say " good night Dad , see you in the morning ". Something that was jus part of my daily routine , and 1 year and 5 months later , I'm thinking…

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Back in Oct.2010 , I went to the Dr. a week after my dad passed away.An apt. that I had been avoiding but yet needing so much.I had almost a yr. of grief that I was going through from the loss of my sister and now I had lost my Dad.My Dr. said he thought what I was going through was a temporary situation,with the stress and depression that filled my life.So I go on antidepressants and anxiety meds.They somewhat… Continue

Back in Oct.2010 , I went to the Dr. a week after my dad passed away.An apt. that I had been avoiding but yet needing so much.I had almost a yr. of grief that I was going through from the loss of my sister and now I had lost my Dad.My Dr. said he thought what I was going through was a temporary situation,with the stress and depression that filled my life.So I go on antidepressants and anxiety meds.They somewhat… Continue

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U can shed tears that he/she is gone,or U can smile bcuz he/she has lived.U can close yur eyes nd pray that he/she will come back,or U can open yur eyes nd c all that he/she has left.Yur heart can b empty bcuz U can't c him/her or U can b full of the love U shared.U can b happy 4 2morrow bcuz of yesterday.U can remember him/her nd only that their gone,or U cherish… Continue

Well it's been a little bit over a month,since I lost my Dad.I'm still here in our apartment.I will stay at least till the end of this year.I miss his company so much.I've accepted his death,he was 89 yrs. old and I'm grateful for the time I had him as my Dad.I just feel so lost at times , not knowing how to begin living for me.My life has a big adjustment to make.My time revolved mostly around him and his well being.I have no regrets for that time , and I would do it all… Continue

Dec.8 will mark the 1 year aniversary of my sisters sudden death .The pain of losing her is still fresh,and now I'm holding up as best I can after losing my Dad on Oct.11.He was 89 yrs. old and I'm blessed that I had him as long as I did,that still doesn't make the pain of losing a loved one any easier.The 3 of us were quite close,the day she passed I knew my Dad had all the tragedy one can take.He began to eat less and in aug. the dr. confirmed the news that my dad was… Continue