Carol Shilhavy Dallmann's Blog (2)

April 30, 2012

March 7, 2011 my nightmare started.  My son, Tom was found dead by his own hand that morning.  Life has NEVER been the same since.  My heart still grieves, I am still waiting for that regular phone call from him - At times its still not real - that he is GONE.  He left years worth of detailed journals, which totally surprised me.  Many of the stories recorded I knew about, but I never had the details then. He hid his depression, hurts and sorrows with ANGER the past 11 years. We had a good…

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Added by Carol Shilhavy Dallmann on April 30, 2012 at 7:06am — No Comments

a good bye from a son to mom

Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide.

No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.

How can I stay here and live each day a lie,

When all I want to do is close my eyes and die?

I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed.

I plead with you now mom, let me go instead?

I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,

Whether it exists though, is time for me to face.

Can I ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me… Continue

Added by Carol Shilhavy Dallmann on February 9, 2012 at 9:34pm — 2 Comments

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