I lost my youngest grandson Lucas in April.He choked and was without oxygen too long. He was airlifted to Hershey medical Center. The decision was made to take hum off life support because he would have been a vegetable. He was a beautiful baby. he had blue eyes and blonde hair. He had a disablity and wasn't walking yet.But he was a sweet baby.he was getting theraphy.He loved water.His mommy and daddy miss him alot. It's a helpless feeling because you can't really do anything.The only thing…