Tomorrow is the 11th and it will be one month since I buried my brother. I am very sad mostly because his 11 year old son just had a birthday and I know he really Moses his dad. We all do! I keep thinking how I wished I had spent more time with him! His 7 year old daughter keeps asking when he is going to be home. This breaks my heart! It's been a few weeks since I cried hard looks like tonight will change that.

My oldest brother, who was 40 years old this year, passed away about 3 weeks ago. He was married and had two small children....10 years old and 6. I have lost a family member in the past but this has been the most difficult loss I have ever experience.

Him and I were not as close when we were kids as I would have liked but when we became teenagers we started to spend more time together. We spend many sporting events together, went to the movies and sometimes just talked on the…

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