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Rough Weekend

Hurt so bad all weekend- just aching with sadness.  Want answers but I know they will do nothing for the pain even if and when I get them.  Want to sleep all the time.  It's just easier to sleep these days.  My stomach hurt all day long. 

Added by A.L Montgomery on July 16, 2013 at 11:42pm — No Comments

A hard day

Today was hard.  I made the mistake of reading that Jack Reacher novel- the one the movie was based on.  It was an author my brother would have loved and I kept thinking," I should tell him about this one." I kept thinking how he never read Unbreakable because I was supposed to send him the book and instead loaned it to someone else.  He was always such a tough guy.  He always loved tough guy books.  Louie Zamporini would have really thrilled him.  I wish I had gotten it to him right away…

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Added by A.L Montgomery on July 7, 2013 at 10:22pm — No Comments

Well it's been just over a month.  I've hidden all my brother's pictures.  Looking at them was just too painful.  Not looking at them makes it seem like it's not real.  Which is fine by me at the mom…

Well it's been just over a month.  I've hidden all my brother's pictures.  Looking at them was just too painful.  Not looking at them makes it seem like it's not real.  Which is fine by me at the moment.  I can focus on other things. 

 I still don't sleep well at night.  My brain stays busy and I don't feel like I really slept when I wake up- which is early and often.  Unusual for me.  The weirdest stuff makes me nervous and anxious.  The only thing that keeps my mind free is walking…

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Added by A.L Montgomery on July 7, 2013 at 12:19pm — 1 Comment

Trying Not to Be Angry

Lost my brother little over a month ago in a tragic accident.  He was in his mid-thirties and left behind two kids under 5.  I didn't get to say goodbye.  Our last conversation was a text thread.  He wasn't much of a talker.  We were a pretty close family as far as spread out across the country families go.  It's misplaced I know but the first 3 weeks of dealing with his death was all of us- my mother included- submerging any sign of our grief and catering to his widow.  Still is.  To go…

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Added by A.L Montgomery on July 3, 2013 at 5:42pm — 8 Comments

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