My brother's name is James. He died 5 months ago. He was taking alot of medications because of his back, (including 3 different benzodiazopenes, hydromorphone, morphine, among other meds." He is 3 years older than me and my best friend. I had no idea he was on all those meds. I miss him every day, and I have all the different scenarios of "what ifs?" We moved around so much that we couldn't make lasting friendships, so James was the one who played with me, told secrets to...he was the one who… Continue