I HAVE A VERY HARD TIME GETTING THROUGHT CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MY SON MICHAELM HE ALWAYS WAS EXCITED ABOUT CHRISTMAS. EVEN THOUGH HE WAS 31 HE WAS LIKE ALITTLE KID, I MISS HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND IT DOES NOT GET ANY EASIER FOR ME ONLY HARDER, I LOVE HIM NOW AND FORVER AND MAYBE ONE DAY THE TEARS AND THE PAIN WILL STOP FOR ME!!!!!! MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH ALL OF YOU WHOHAVE LOST A CHILD NO MATTER WHAT THEIR AGE WAS. TRY TO HAVE A GOOD HOLIDAY.