April 14 my dad will be gone 1.5 yrs. I have days that I don't want to get out of bed and if I see a picture of him or someone talks about him I burst into tears. I usually pretend he is at the hospital and can't get visitors and he will be home soon,then reality hits again and everything is so real. I loved him so much and helped my mom take care of him. My mom is so sad (after 61 yrs of marriage) and refuses counseling that we don't know what to do for her. Her sadness and anger is affecting… Continue