One year has passed, and it still feels like 30 seconds.Dont remember much over the last 12 months.I am sure there is a reason for that!!!.The pain is so great, that at times it takes my breath away. How does a family move on without their, son and brother.The best child a family could have!! How does one proceed to know they will never hear or see that beautiful person anymore.Memories are all we have.20 years was not long enough.There was so much more to come.So many things that would have brought more love and happiness into our lives.How can this be?