Tomorrow marks 10 yars since i lost my brother michael. I have a hard time wrapping my head around it still. I feel like he has missed so much in my life. Meeting my daughter who is 5 now, watching my son grow up. Watching me change and grow. things are so different then they were 10 years ago. In spite of his death ( alcoholism seizure) I now work in Addiction and support those struggling to change their lives. I miss my brother everyday still. Most days I think of him. I thought that may change, but it just doesnt. Its a hole in my heart that i feel wont heal. I just move forward and this is life. It goes on.  I love mike and hope that he can give me a sign he is still connected to us here on this side