to all who wish to understand, i dont expect you to, nor do i want you to. this is my pain and in some strange way i enjoy that i have it all to myself. I lost my daughter when i was 7 monthes pregnant, june 10th 2009. I lost my husband in a motorcycle accident on july 12th 2009. i know your thinking wow thats only a month apart i couldnt imagine. please for your own sake dont even try. its been hard. im only 22 and its not supposed to be this way. we had our whole life planned out and after the loss of our daughter we were shattered. my husband was my rock, he was the only thing i felt i had left of her, a month later he was gone. life is strange and i will never be the same. if you ever meet me i am probably one of the strongest people you will ever meet. i miss my old life but in some strange way i feel as if i was born again and i have a purpose. if i inspire just one person than i feel that i have done my job. nobody ever said life was fair. i am so thankfull of all my friends and family that are surrounding me. i am thankfull for the laughter that somehow i can muster. and i am thankfull for all the life that surrounds me. death is hard but you just have to face it.