Everything happens for a reason. No one knows every reason. My grandpa died just recently. It was the hardest thing for me to deal with. I dont know how to cope with all my stress. It seems like its just building up and waiting to burst. I wish there was another way. I wish i had one more moment with him. But i know i will someday. I will have all the moments in the world. You never know what you have until its gone. When its gone in situations like this it doesnt come back. You have to realize that person is in a better place. Who ever it may be is looking down on you and just pray to them and i promise they will listen. Day or night, it doesnt really matter. They love you and will always be in your heart.