I lost my son Michael James Heyworth seven years ago. He was taken in a horrible car accident. He was not drivng, a young lady was. They say the pain and saddness heals in time, but not for me. I don;t think that pain and saddness will ever go away for me. I* think of how much Mike has missed out on, getting married, having children. He was only 31 years old. He has missed out on so much with his neices and nephew. I will miss him forever. I kept alot of his things in a second bedroom in my home,. just to have him close with me. I know that may sound silly to some, but it helps me.The holidays are probaly the worst, and then his birthday.