Tonite as I'm sitting here on the internet keeping myself busy playing games,I came across a thought that I needed to post about. I remembered how at the end of each day , I'd get my Dad to bed , make sure the covers were covering him well so that he wouldn't be cold in the middle of the night , sometimes I'd give him a kiss on his forehead, then I'd say " good night Dad , see you in the morning ". Something that was jus part of my daily routine , and 1 year and 5 months later , I'm thinking of those nights and how he is no longer here....I haven't really cried that much but right now my tears are  flowing and I'm hurting....but I will be ok...and that is another thing I told him during his last days.....I will be ok....