My husband passed away 6mo ago from cancer. I thought I was doing pretty well all things considered but recently I seem to have gone backwards. I am feeling overwhelmed and guilty. I am going through all the financial stuff right now and got so upset I had to leave my accountants office. It's so unfair that he worked so hard and planned so well so that WE would be set when we were ready to retire and he gets nothing for all the hard work.
I did not grow up with any religious beliefs and was not taught anything about religion. I do believe in god but that's the extent. I find myself longing for the peace my friend gets from her faith during her grieving process. I don't even know how to begin to find that peace