30 MONTHS ARE QUICKLY APPROACHING SINCE THE DAY I LOST MY DAD. MY LIFE HAS NOT BEEN THE SAME SINCE THAT DAY. THEY SAY THAT TIME HEALS ALL THINGS, BUT I AM NOT SURE THERE IS ENOUGH TIME TO HEAL THE PAIN THAT I FEEL EVERYDAY SINCE JUNE 25,2007. I STILL CRY WHEN THINKING ABOOUT HIM....I STILL CAN NOT FIND THE HAPPY MEMORIES AS HAPPY, EVERYTHING IS STILL SO FRESH FROM HIM LEAVING THAT THE HAPPY TIMES THAT WE HAD AE STILL TOO SAD TO REMEMBER. EVERY DAY IS SAD, BUT THE 25TH OF EVERY MONTH I RELIVE THAT SAD MORING WHEN HE TOOK HIS LAST BREATH ON THIS EARTH. AND NOW WITH XMAS APPROACHING, HIS FAVORITE HOLIDAY, THAT FALLS ON THE 25TH, I FELL EVN MORE SADENED!