IT DOSENT GET EASIER.......

HELLO ALL,

IAM A 37 YR OLD WITH A 14 AND 12 YR OLD,I LOST MY HONEY ON DEC 19TH 1999,IT WILL TEN YRS TOMORROW BUT THE PAIN IS SO STRONG STILL LIKE IT WAS THE FIRST YEAR,CHRISTMAS TIME IS EXTREMELY HARD I BURIED HIM 2 DAYS B4 CHRISTMAS,IM NOT DOING TO GOOD THIS SEASON AND I STILL MISS HIM VERYYYYY MUCH,I UNDERSTAND ALL OF YOUR HURT AND LONLINESS IT SEEMS LIKE IT NEVER GETS BETTER FOR ME,I SUFFER FROM SEVERE ANXIETY AND I FEEL TERRIBLE ALL THE TIME ......IF ANYONE NEEDS TO TALK FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME THANK YOU.....

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Comment by Renona Guyton on April 8, 2010 at 5:55pm: Hi Roberta; I hope that the holidays went okay for you and your family. I haven't been on here for a while because the anniversary of my husband's death came around and I haven't been good at all. You are right the loneliness is killing me. I wish I could just hear his voice tell me it will all be okay and dealing with the reality of that not happening is really tough. We are both very young and hope that one day we will be able to get to a point where it is workable. That I can get through one day without being depressed or wishing at bedtime that he was here to put his arms around me and feel the comfort of his breath on my neck. It is just tough and I think that I will feel like this forever.
Thanks,
Renona