I loss my Daddy on Oct. 5,2008 and he had been sick for awhile and I was so afraid I would walk in on him taking his last breath and I prayed for God to let him die easy and my prayer was answered because I was there with him but I miss him so bad I am having a hard time with his death because I feel that I have not had time to grieve for him because of my husband who is a smoker and drinker. He makes fun of me for crying for my Daddy he says that I shhould be over him by now , but little does he know I am not. I loved my Daddy more than anything and Iwant to have time to miss him. I was a Daddy's girl because I am the only daughter he had, but I have four brothers and I love my mama too. But I stiil miss Daddy so much especially around the holidays.