my mom, my everything

i never thought the loss of a mother would be as painful as it has been for me. i hurt deep in my heart. my sadness goes beyond words. i feel like i'm walking in air, i cannot concentrate nor sleep. i think about her constantly and this brings tears to my eyes. i get worse as the days pass and i'm wondering if it is true that time will heal. i will forever miss my mother. my days are empty and at this time, i have nothing to look forward to. i know it is said that you must let go, but how can this possibly be? how can you start?

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Comment by Carla on January 14, 2010 at 1:27pm: Hi Sue,
Reading your blog ws like I was saying it. My mom died April 15 2009. She was my best frien. I couldnt do anything. I had to take a leave from work and was put on meds. I am back to work but a hour doesn't go by when I dont think of her. Everyone tells me it does get easier. For me I keep telling myself that my mom would not want me to live like this. She always laughed and tried to make the best out of everything. It helps me on somedays to know she would want me happy. I still don't think the pain ever goes away. Knowing that there are friends like you out there that do understand what I am going through does help. I don't feel like no one understands what I am feeling. Keep doing what your doing by reaching out.

Comment by Susan on December 30, 2009 at 6:03pm: Hi Sue,
I was able to be associated with Hospice's Bereavement program about a month after my Mom passed away. It truly helped to just be able to go somewhere private (and for no fee on my part). This has helped so much, but it is not a "cure all". I found that I had to take minute by minute to get through as well. I, too, felt exactly as you do and still do. But, I know my Mom has to be in heaven, and she would want me to go on.