I am trying so hard to get on with things. I hung a pic my son had made for me a couple months before he was called home and I find myself missing him more. When does the heart ever stop missing him do bad u can't through the day without crying or that u don't work yourself to the ground that all u can do is fall asleep when you sit still for 5 minutes? Sometimes I feel like I am going to die. My heart races and I want to run because I miss him so bad. What do you do? Nothing seems to fit nothing works. I have tried everything. New hair cut. New taste in movies or shows. Working to much. What to do now?
Will I ever get to a place where I am happy enough to want to be around people? I have 2 grandsons that miss their nana so much. But I just can't seem to want to be around anyone right now. I don't see a bright future for me in the works. Bible says God don't put more on us than we can bear but have to disagree this is way to hard. I can't take it. I just want my son back.