Oh my-- as I can see I am soo not alone in this grievin process.. On October 31, 2009 I found my Gramma had went to the Lord... One day to the year after my Auntie ( her 2nd youngest child) passed away. That was extremely hard to deal with especially since I was the last to see her alive and then found her "gone"..
Gramma passed just 4 days shy of her 97th Birthday.. I am soo blessed to have her all my life.. But however; on January 10,2010-- My daddy whom had been sick fer many a year ith emphysema and diverticulitous.. had taken the road to leave here too.
It hurts my heart that my daddy won't ever come home of rme to say everything that I needed to say.. Gramma -- I had the chance to tell her everything I needed too-- even though i live in another state.. I made it back home to be there for her.. I feel like I should have "ran" when my baby sister told me that the time was near.. Now-- I dont have the chance to say I love you and forgive me for being stupid...How can I get thru this mess ( death) in losin 2 very special people to me in tow and a half months time???