I am a Christain, i'm trying to understand the age old question of "why bad things happen to good people"
Also,does God have a predestined plan for us, knowing when He will take us Home ?
3 months ago while vacationing together at the ocean, my husband and I went for a swim, it was my suggestion and I feel terrible guilt. He drowned in a rip tide and I swam to the shore. I knew I was not strong enough to pull him in, so desparatly tired to get the attention of several surfers near us,one of them reached him but the board came out from under him as he may have swallowed water and not been able to hang on. How can I cope with this?