This message it to Shannon who posted a comment here about her Dad, first I am so sorry for your pain!!! I lost my mom 7 months ago today! I miss her terrible I have 5 sisters who will not even speak to me so I know what feeling alone is all about I dont even have a husband I am a single mom of a 12 year old little girl who was my moms angel, whenever I look at her I think of my mom so you see how much i still think of her and miss her my sisters hold it against me because I was so close to my mom and she wasnt close to them, but hey they knew where she was. and I am the youngest of us girls so it seems they are blaming me because they never paid attention to my mom like I did. so I not only lost my mom but my whole family, my Dad passed away 25 yrs ago I am 48 yrs old and very sad!!!! I hope you get this Shannon you are not alone!!!!!