Am I going crazy? My 28 year old son passed away on November 8 2009 according to the coroner. I believe it was November 7 2009.Regardless my son is gone. The coroner showed up at my house and told me my son hung himself. She did not see this first hand. She made an assumption based on what was told to her. Ther was no investigation,and I was never asked one question by anyone. I have been frozen in time for months. I miss him so much,he was my son, and my best friend. We talked about everything. We rode mountain bikes all summer long and we talked about life including suicide. I have never believed that this was suicide. Am I still in denial? Do I need help or does someone need to help me find some answers? My heart aches so much and I cry every night when I'm alone. I have been reading these blogs for months,hoping to find anyone with a simalar story. Does anyone have some advice for someone who has no answers.