On June 15. 2009 my only son Trey passed away. He was the oldest of four kids. He was only 18. He died due to complications due to surgery he had when three guys jump him and hit him in the head with a pipe. I have just got finish with the three hearings and now I feel so drain. The first two guys pled guility and got 10yrs jail time and 10yrs probation. The third one was the hardest. His family got him a lawyer and he got off with only a year in jail. I know whatever time they got it will never bring my son back.......but its like they had all the rights. I now have to deal with losing my son and helping his sisters also deal with losing him. The oldest girl is 13 and 10 and 7yrs old. I am trying to deal with a broken heart and also trying to be strong for them. I guess what gets to me is the people around you feel like you should get over it and life goes on. I know life goes on, but I gave birth to my son and I had him in my life for 18 years and now he is gone. It's not easy to just go on. I just wish people would understand. My son is gone and he is never coming back. I miss him so much. I try to work and go on when all I want to do is stay in the bed and cry.