I wrote this at lunch I am a poet by no means so just bear with it.

When dealth comes knocking "ohh" what to do?
It will take all that is left of you.
It takes all that you are and and takes your guard down..
It rips your sanity and your will,it takes all the tears you had to heal.
It takes your family thats a fact and trust me it don't give back.
It will take your family you hold so dear and it rips your heart out oh what fear.
Hurt and rage is all you know until you become the monster that he likes and knows.
All you can do is trust in God so he can heal that place in your heart.He will carry you through without a doubt, keep you in his arms and hold you so near. He can make your heart whole again.

For My family I love you all and miss you.