Sunday April 25th would of been my son Jeremy's 30th birthday. I am sad, heart broken and grief stricken because he died when he was 25 years old. Why does God give us this precious gift of children only to take them from us???? I know he is in a better place and that we will see each other again, but right now every day is so hard. I think of him every day, my heart aches and I cry. It doesn't get any easier as time passes. Birthdays, anniversary date of his death and holidays are so awful to go through. To every one who has lost a child my heart goes out to you, I know how you are feeling, we as parents should not be burying our children. I have one son left, when he doesn't come home, I panic he's 32 years old! I am so over protective of him it isn't funny I don't want any thing to happen to him because he all I have left!