Had a tough day. The guy i really liked for 2 years is going out with someone else. He was a friend who had been there for me when my dad passed away 2 months ago.
I was in love with him even before dad's illness was diagnosed. My friend knew about my feelings and we had kissed once.
And i find out from someone that he has been dating a girl for the past one year and he never told me. I am hurt and upset and i miss my father.
Every little hurt seems to go back to my father. I don't know why. My dad and i never talked about my boyfriends, we never had that sorta relationship but still i am heartbroken that my friend is seeing someone else and i want my dad here.
Seems like all that i love in my life is slowly slipping away.