I am encouraged by all the blogs I have read. You all are stronger than you think just to be able to get on here and communicate with other survivors it's awesome. We are that even though it does not feel like it most of the time especially when you heart aches so bad you can hardly breathe. My son Micheal died 4/11/09 in a single car accident when he struck a utility pole coming around a corner which I am sure he drove that same route hundreds of times but it was rainy and slick he lost control. I had a hard time just getting out of bed and leaving out of my front door panic attacks and all. God continues to be my anchor truly through this time. I feel I am moving forward then I have a moment and I am back there on the floor after my daughter called to tell me Micheal was gone. I have many precious memories of Micheal but one of my favorite is my profile picture he traveled just for me smiling like he always did.Even though I am no longer married that day will always be special because he was there loving and supporting me as always. I love and miss him so much...............................

Time does heal but I just don't know when I just pray and know that God has a plan he needed Micheal for some big project. Micheal would have never left his daughter that he has only seen once at my wedding but Makhia changed his life forever he talked different and wanted to make more out of his life children have away of making us better.

Be Blessed Always

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Comment by Yvonne on June 8, 2010 at 6:55am
Thank you so much Ana for the reminder that God indeed is in control. It does get overwhelming at times nothing feels the same everything is out of wack but Micheal knows and sees all now he is safe and at peace and that is a comfort I no longer have to worry about my little boy but how to live without him. God is my strength and I trust him inspite of how it feels.

There is alot I struggle with in regards to how his case was handled from the time I was called by my daughter not the police I need your prayers I know it is something I should do but how to go about it is the question. I don't think any parent or family member should ever go through what I have experienced when Micheal passed I need help to get that message across that my son was a person someones child, father inspite of his past and I feel we were all mistreated and judged do to it and that should not be. So if you can help or know someone who can please let me know and will glad to share my experience.

Thanks you be blessed

Yvonne

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