I am encouraged by all the blogs I have read. You all are stronger than you think just to be able to get on here and communicate with other survivors it's awesome. We are that even though it does not feel like it most of the time especially when you heart aches so bad you can hardly breathe. My son Micheal died 4/11/09 in a single car accident when he struck a utility pole coming around a corner which I am sure he drove that same route hundreds of times but it was rainy and slick he lost control. I had a hard time just getting out of bed and leaving out of my front door panic attacks and all. God continues to be my anchor truly through this time. I feel I am moving forward then I have a moment and I am back there on the floor after my daughter called to tell me Micheal was gone. I have many precious memories of Micheal but one of my favorite is my profile picture he traveled just for me smiling like he always did.Even though I am no longer married that day will always be special because he was there loving and supporting me as always. I love and miss him so much...............................

Time does heal but I just don't know when I just pray and know that God has a plan he needed Micheal for some big project. Micheal would have never left his daughter that he has only seen once at my wedding but Makhia changed his life forever he talked different and wanted to make more out of his life children have away of making us better.

Be Blessed Always