My husband died June 6, 2010 after a 2+ year battle with stomach cancer. Although I knew the prognosis his death has immobilized me; I cannot stop crying over what was supposed to be (we were married for 41 years) and what will never be. He was my best friend; we had a strong marriage; I don't know how to go on without him. Our special wonderful friends call, want to take me out, and support me in any way they can. I refuse. I have called for an appt. with a therapist; I think I need some direction. I have 2 wonderful sons, both of whom are career military and not living in the area or in the country for that matter.
Maybe I can find some peace and comfort with people who have also gone through the same experiences.