july 24...one year since michael died...it doesn't seem possible...my heart still aches...i still wait for his phone calls, our dances, our vacations, our "little book club", picking out his clothes for work, sharing lunch and dinner together. the list is endless. i am out there trying to learn how to live life as a "single" person. i really have no idea since i met michael when i was 17. the house doesn't get messed up, less laundry to do, less food to buy...i try to make all that a positive thing. i go and do new things (when i can) but i am always thinking in the back of my head that i don't want to do new things...i liked my life.

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Comment by Diane Mitchell on July 13, 2010 at 7:24pm
Hi Alaine,
I've been thinking about you a lot and hope you are doing ok. I know this time has got to be so hard for you but I pray that it is getting easier for you. I think the reality of it all has set in for both of us and we need to move forward. I try to tell myself that at night when I'm all alone, I just think about him and wish things were different. Its not fair but I have to accept it and someday I will. In the meantime, we just do the best we can. Please know that I'm praying for better days for you and that someday you'll feel happiness again. Thats what people are telling me and I hope they're right. Please let me know how you are doing and remember you are in my thoughts. Take care and keep in touch.

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