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Comment by LIL. RICHARD HERNANDEZ on October 8, 2012 at 4:43pm

Hi Tami, I think the book is a great idea I think you should do the book to I would love to tell my sons story its been a year but my son died in a car accident but the way he died we had to have a closed casket. He was partial ejected they told me I wouldn't want to see my son like that but I didn't care I wanted to see him. They told me it was bad that he had no brain it flew out and his eye and ear was missing that his right side was crushed. I couldn't believe what they told me. I just asked my husband why? why did he have to go like that. Well I decided I still wanted to see him and it was so hard to see my son laying there with no face. after the funeral about a week later I went to the crash site we found shoes cell phones cd's a purse and I found my sons hat there was pieces  of the car still they didn't clean up right there were markings on the road where they marked my sons brain was and I found a piece of bone that was from my sons face. It's been so hard I dont know I just want some closure but the driver will not talk to me the chp won't answer some of my questions. I asked the chp to relaese me the pictures of the accident on scene so I could see what my son looked like in the back seat of the car. 

Comment by Tami on October 25, 2011 at 11:48pm

Thank you Amelia, I think I have been to that site, but I'm going back to see, I have been on so many sites I forget to go back! How have you been? Yes the dreaded holidays are coming, but I stay really as busy as I can so that I'm to exhausted to think! I am thinking about getting another tattoo, I just can't figure out what I want it to say, it's going to be small and over my heart, maybe after all the holidays I will figure it out. I am going to check angelsacrosstheusa.com or is it angelsacrossamerica.com maybe there are two different ones. Much love and prayers my sweet friend. Love you

Comment by Amelia R Chavez on October 25, 2011 at 9:37pm

Hi Tami just thinking of you and wondering how you are?yeah holidays not looking forward to them.I wanted to share a website with you maybe you have heard of it anyway it angels across usa i went to one of there gatherings and it was very touching. take care hugs and prayers to you my friend.

Comment by Tami on September 18, 2011 at 4:32pm

Amelia, I am the same way, I wish I could drive, I had to stop because of my anxiety, or I would take off every day just to be alone. I ride the waves of depression, and I too can sleep all day all night and still feel tired! Take care sweety, much love

Comment by Amelia R Chavez on September 18, 2011 at 3:37pm

Tami hello there yes its on my left shoulder. Wow i have done nothing but sleep and can not get enough i understand what your saying i think that my depression is coming back to were i just have the attitude i just dont care anymore.I have to force myself to get up and thats a losing battle.Yes my husband keeps it together theres times were i just wanna take off and be alone.Take Care

Comment by Tami on September 17, 2011 at 12:07am

Amelia! I love the tatt! That is beautiful, is it on your arm? I am thinking of getting another one, they can put cremains in them now, so that is what I am going to do. I have been sleeping a lot, I mean A LOT, I really just don't want to do anything, I haven't cleaned my house in 2 years, it's a good thing my husband keeps it up and does laundry.... I also count days, I think of each day that passes is one more day closer to being with Joey... I've let the anger go, it will never bring him back and I don't want to be bitter all the time, but it is easy to do! I'm glad you stopped in, it isn't a place we like to be, but you are right, we are the only ones that truly understand this pain. Thank you for writing, and come back and share your feelings, show off your tattoo to the group too! Love to you sweet friend <3

Comment by Amelia R Chavez on September 16, 2011 at 11:25pm

Tami how are you?so sorry that i have not kept in touch but since i have moved the internet here is so slow and most of the time it wont work.Things have not changed my son is still gone my emotions have not changed and i am so mad at the world.I never realized how much i missed my friend on this site and hope to stay in touch with all of you,you guys are the only ones that understand one another. I dont remember if i showed you my tat but anyway here it is. take care my friend

 

http://i54.tinypic.com/o9flhh.jpg

 

Comment by Tami on March 17, 2011 at 3:50pm

Amelia, that is how I have always signed his name, only the heart at the end was a regular heart, now it is a broken heart, It is really strange, because I didnt ask for the heart at the end, I just asked the guy to draw one up and he did it with a closed heart, I started crying and told him that was the way that I always wrote my sons name, then I asked him if he could change the heart a little bit to a broken heart and that is what he came up with. I love it.

Comment by Amelia R Chavez on March 17, 2011 at 3:39pm

Tami its beautiful I love it!!

Comment by Tami on March 15, 2011 at 11:27pm

Hi Amelia, I have had a medium reading and it was so on target it was scary, but it brought me a lot of peace...

my tattoo is not facing me, I couldnt decide, I had it done by a friend the day after Joey passed... Ill add a picture, this is before he colored the broken looped heart red.... Also alot of Joeys friends and his sister got them too, All different. 

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