Ok.. Its 6 months today that my daddy has been gone.. I'm half way through the first year and it still hurts. I try to keep busy, but there are days when I just want to yell and scream and cry.  My sister got married last month  and I felt happy for her and so sad that my dad wasn't there to dance and laugh with us. There were songs that i normally would have got up to dance with my daddy , but instead i either just sat down or just even danced with my sister.

Baseball season is here and I don't have my daddy to share it with.  My family tries , but they  are NOT my daddy.  oh how i miss him ... ='(