m_b8a4eefa692540b4888f1f29090c935f.jpgmCASYZQM1.jpg75301_165522736802498_100000343183842_409980_7633956_n.jpgWell for most of the past few years , I usually spent the day busy at work , this year I'm not scheduled to work.So I know it will be a sad day for me , I plan on going to the cemetary and taking flowers to my mom & my sister.Last nite I made a video with a few photos of my mom & sis , if I can figure out how to put them on this site,I will.Just knowing that I will have really nothing to keep me busy, has made me start to fill that big void in my brokenheart,it will never go away,I just need to keep my life busy and continue with my journey.It's been a year and 7 months since my last loss, my dad,my life is different,but I feel I need to do more but I can't.All I can do is keep my faith and ask for God's guidance.....