Here we go again...another birthday down. I cannot believe we have made our way through a second birthday day without you here. The emptiness and loneliness do not seem to go away. If I had one birthday wish for you it would be to have our wonderful life back so that we can finish living out our fairlytale and finally have our true forever.
I will love you ~Always and Forever~
Hi Marlena - I just re-read the main post on your page and was struck by how your experience mirrors mine. Mornings are the worst; thank Heaven I'm sleeping reasonably well. But the breathlessness, the ache in the chest - I experience all this, too. I am sorry that the sense of loneliness and emptiness are still with you. At less than 5 months since Steve died, needless to say those feelings are still very much with me.
I am starting to think about selling my house; it's too much space for me and too much to manage (I have a disability). It will be hard; we were married in this house, but I won't rush into it. I just want to plan, given the bad housing market. So, I just called my realtor to schedule a time to talk and plan; she sold us our house and knew Steve. When she expressed her condolences, she noted that it was so obvious Steve and I were in love. Yes, we were.
I still love Steve, but he'd want me to move forward. I'm trying, but it's hard. I hope you're well. - Susan
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