I lost my 42yrold brother Danny after a 5 month struggle with liver cancer. September 11th has changed my life so much. We all were there when he passed. It's that last night I can't get out of my mind. He was in unbeleiveable amount of pain. i have worked in homecare and hospice most of my life but I never seen the fear and agony like I did that night.... I am now a complete mess. It seems to be getting hardier rather than easier . I can't focus , sleep or work. I loved my brother very much but I have to admit I regret not spending more time with him over the years. The last 5 months we all spent as much time as we could...why did i not do that before? the guilt is eating me up!

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Comment by tammy Norris on October 19, 2010 at 3:28pm
Thank you Lisa, Im glad to know someone can relate to how I feel. I still wish I could turn back the clock....
Comment by Lisa W on October 5, 2010 at 11:30pm
I have felt those same feelings about my brother why didnt I see him more have more of a relationship etc. Life went to fast he died almost 3 years ago at age 40.
That will eat you up no do over second chance it kills me also .
All we can do is just live because that is what they would have wanted for us and if we dont it really dishonors their memory/life. We have to keep going for them our families.

Take care

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