Finally someone who understands

Tammy I so understand your pain. It was one month ago today that as I was leaving for work and my 15 year old daughter was not in her room. I searched the house for her, yelling her name and no answer. I reported her missing to the police. But no one had seen or heard from her. Until one week later 2 fishermen found a body in a creek just a few miles from our home. After a very long 2 days the body was identified as being my daughter. She had be murdered by 3 people that she knew well barely knew anyway. They are currently in jail. There is still an investigation going on so I can't give any details of what little I do know. I can't even go into my house without just crying let alone go into her room. I haven't even been staying at my house for several weeks now. I'm planning on selling it as soon as I can get moved out. Because I never got to see her body I know it was her, but I don't know that for sure. It's like I'm in a horrible nightmare and no one will wake me up. I also have a 19year old son and a daughter that will be 18 next month. I just don't know what to do from one minute to the next. And when I just want to sit alone and cry it seems as if others sometimes take it personally that I don't want anything to do with them, but that is so not true. All I want is my little girl back. I'm just at a loss for most anything. Would love to talk with you more. My email is sissy24mama23@yahoo.com Thanks Tracy

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Comment by Tracy Stephens on August 24, 2010 at 7:11am: I don't really think that it has sunk in that she will never be coming home again. The few times I have been back to my house I just stand at the top of my stairs watching the door waiting for her to come bouncing in "Mom, I know I'm late but..." I know our whole family has a very long road ahead of us. In the next week I have 4 court dates to attend and many many more to attend. I don't know how I am going to react when I see these boys that took my baby girl from me. I know I have to have control of myself, but that's going to be very hard. Thanks for sharing your stories, thoughts and prayers with me. Much love to all, Tracy

Comment by Mary Ellen on August 20, 2010 at 12:45pm: OMG TRACY, I'M SO SORRY FOR HAPPENED TO YOUR DAUGHTER,I LOST MY YOUNGEST SON JOHN AT 39 HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK, JAN14TH 2009 AND THIS PASS APRIL 30TH 2010 THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WE WERE STILL GRIVING FOR OUR SON NOW MY HUSBAND, I KNOW MY WOURLD IS UP SIDE DOWN I CANT EVEN IMAGINE HOW YOUR WORLD IS THE HORROR OF HER BEEING MURDERED IS HEART BREAKING LOSING A CHILD IS THE WORSE ,BUT YOUR DAUGHTERS DEATH WAS HORRIABLE I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS & YOUR FAMILY ALL I CAN SAY IS TAKE 1 DAY @ A TIME ...I SAY THAT TO OTHERS BUT I NEED TO TAKE MY OWN ADVICE
STAY STRONG BUT ALSO CRY WHEN YOU WANT TO ..HUGS...MARY ELLEN