I lost my significant other November 2012 after 13 years together. He had a weak heart and years of paid. I live in a small town in Kansas called La Cygne. Since my husband has passed i've spend my time at home with my little Chihuahua. I am having a hard time finding friends close to me. Since i also live on social security income, it's hard for me to travel to the city to make friends. Some days i feel like i am stuck here. I pray to God every day thanking him for a new day and waking up every morning.
I think loneliness is setting in because i am sitting here thinking of the past and what could have been if he was still alive. I am just a humble man feeling down in a state which we moved here two years ago. All my friends are in California and i don't know much people here. I brought my husband back to his family knowing that he was ready to go to God. My sacrifice was to move to a state where everyone knew him and he could see everyone before he left us. It's hard financially and mentally. I am blessed that i have a place to live but i need a companion which i always had. Now i am all alone.