After 7 years and what still feels like a long road my dad dropped new information on me today about my brothers death. He let me know that he had his eyes roll back to white while conscious 2 days before he had his seizure . 2 days later he died from seizure. He didn't take him to the hospital the first time. He is now telling me this 7 years later. Neither of my parents told me about this . I could have maybe helped. While I know there is no turning back I feel so many strong emotions around this. My dad can't carry it alone so I guess he finally told me. It's so complicated to start and now this information. I feel very uneasy . It's like it is opening it up again to the why's that I've tried to leave behind