My father died a month ago. Its been very hard for me each day.  He was the best father ever. He raise his family like a man should he cared for all his brothers and sisters & his children.  When his health began to fell I was there to take care of him.  He took care of me now it was time for me to take care of him.  Now its hard to let go and heal. It doesn't seem real that hes gone.  But I have to let go and heal.  What to do.  He was my best friend and dad we talked about every thing. I have to heal.  I remember all the wonderful memories we shared together and as a family. I will heal. I love my DAD.