It is going to be so difficult to get through a Thanksgiving dinner without ALL my sons sitting at our table. I am trying to think of how I am going to be able to keep it together so we can try to enjoy celebrating being together. Mothers seem to have this job of keeping everything and everyone in a safe, comfortable place. What thoughts I have is to embrace him being gone and maybe bringing out some things that will make us smile or laugh out loud about Danny. As I write this I am crying so HOW do I do this. God Help me.