How r u? I don't know where to start. Its been some years since I've been on this site. Actually I think I'm doing good. It's going on 7 yrs Jan. 9th. since Richard died. Tammy I'm writing to you because I started with you. Don't even know what a blog is. I do have some concerns if you can help me. It seems like nothing bothers me. I went thru so with Rich dying now its like nothing. Am I cold hearted or what? Please someone tell me if this is right. sometimes I remember everything. then nothing.. I do talk to Rich everyday.