I had the dream again where we had my mothers funeral a second time. But the first time her death was mistaken. or something near that. In this dream I had gotten the bad news again. But this time it was at a funeral home. She was being cremated this time. But She was in the back of the room we couldn't see her because of some stupid reason. Oddly This dreams makes me depressed for the day. I have dreams when she is alive but i cant get to her. Something is stopping me from seeing her. But part of this dream we went into this room that was had circle of chairs around a TV. And the Urn. Which my mother was Buried. We are watching Princess's Diana funeral at my mothers request.But later all the sudden i am out side. I am walking on the cemetery then sitting there at my moms grave there are bushes blocking the view. Ton's of people were sitting back behind the bushes. Its about 10-15 people sitting at the grave my father, brother, sister-inlaw, my self and my uncle and aunt Joanna, We are sitting there grieving music is playing. We re buried her in a the blue casket with either the body or urn in it. I think in this dream i got to see her body. I can't remember. My mom died in 1998 i was 13 at the time of her death
But now i'm 26, All these years past and I still have these dreams. I just need some support.
The other dream I have is that she is alive in this dream. She is in the hospital But i cant get to her.
I never understood these dreams. Somtimes I wake up almost in tears.