I have never posted on a website before so I will make this brief.

I lost my Life Partner on April 18th of this year. We had ben together 27 years and had known each other for over forty years. At 3:42 AM she simply stopped breathing. She had Lung Cancer. Our togetherness was as excellent as you can possibly imagine.........and we were not through with our life.

She promised me that she would always be by my side and now she is gone  forever. She was a beautiful woman; kind, generous, gracious and oh so giving. I don't need to tell you how hard this is. We were like twins, always on the same page in life. We spent 24 hours a day together for all those years and now there is nothing left of us out there in this world.

At the same time I lost Lynn I also lost our home and everything in it, our car, our two kitties, unconditional love, my support system. They say I am suffering from Prolonged Grief. No kidding! I am desperately looking for answers for a way to tone down this horrible sadness and pain I feel. I know I can only hope to go thru this but as you know that is not an easy task.

Grief: You may stumble your way thru it but you will never again walk the same.

Grief: The only thing you can't drown with tears.

I hope someone can help.

Jan